Breathe Gently - by Mamajags

Today is 17dp4dt - or 21dpo - or 5 weeks pregnant. Obviously my numbers don't match up to ANY of those figures, but here we are. Limbo...

It's not looking good. This morning I had bloods drawn for my 18dpo doubling hcg test. To improve upon my number from Tuesday, we were...

I had my 16dpo beta today. Ideally, they'd like the number to be at 100 for this point in time. Mine was 51. (Progesterone was 33.)  ...

The quick version: FET #7 seems to have resulted in a chemical pregnancy. The long version: FET #7 has been a cruel, cruel experience & ...

We are PUPO! FET #7... and a transfer that finally brought a smile to my face. The scientist decided to thaw the best graded morula last n...

After a cycle on the pill, we're gearing up to try again. This is going to be FET #7, all going well. Nothing too exciting here: progy...

Sorry for going quiet folks.. I've spent the last few days playing phone tag with my clinic to try and find out some more information ab...

We found out today that we have eight embryos that were suitable for freezing. Today is day 4, so I'm assuming they have frozen the...

It's one day past egg retrieval. I feel good.. scratch that - GREAT. This is quite possibly the best recovery I've had since startin...

So after all the excitement and positivity, we had the shock of our lives at egg retrieval today. We were expecting 6-8 eggs, based on the s...

You guys, we're a-go for egg retrieval! I was so nervous for this morning's scan - but it looked okay. A nice lining of 12mm. Many ...

Tomorrow we have bloods & a follicle scan to see how this cycle is going. To say I am petrified is an understatement. IVF #3 was an a...

This cycle feels like it's taking FOREVER. I forgot how drawn out the down-reg protocol is. First the pill; and this time, my script...

Keeping your fertility medications in the fridge... right next to the wine. Bring on Round #5!

When will this crazy merry-go-round ever stop spinning? I would so very dearly love to NOT still be here. I'll be back on the pill for a...

You know what sucks even more than a random puking bug in the middle of the night? NOT BEING PREGNANT. Seriously, I spent hours in the bat...

I know I said I wasn't going to pee on a stick... but yeah, I figured I'd protect myself and get it over with. No surprises folks;...

You can tell that it's not my usual TWW when I had to stop and actually count backwards to figure out how many days past transfer today ...

We were pretty giddy with excitement this morning on our way to the new clinic. Nervous, yes, but excited. We hadn't heard anything - an...

No news is good news, no news is good news, no news is good news.  If I say it enough, hopefully I'll start believing it! It's Sat...