Breathe Gently - by Mamajags

Waiting for beta results is just plain torture. That is all. Am a nervous, anxious, petrified wreck.

Knock me over with a feather, folks. It appears that - as of today - we are pregnant! 12dpo hcg - 28, progesterone 15 17dpo hcg - 286, pr...

To say I am absolutely petrified about tomorrow's beta blood draw is an understatement. The pee sticks look okay - but then, they did ...

So yesterday morning, I deemed this cycle a bust. I ripped apart the pregnancy tests, deleted every image from my phone, threw a huge tantru...

Well, all my optimism has failed me... and I was doing so well. It looks like this FET is also going to be another early loss. Yesterday (...

We have a blastocyst on board! Meet Olaf. :) They thawed it last night & it grew from an early blasto into an expanding blastocyst. ...

You know what sucks even more than a random puking bug in the middle of the night? NOT BEING PREGNANT. Seriously, I spent hours in the bat...

I know I said I wasn't going to pee on a stick... but yeah, I figured I'd protect myself and get it over with. No surprises folks;...

You can tell that it's not my usual TWW when I had to stop and actually count backwards to figure out how many days past transfer today ...

We were pretty giddy with excitement this morning on our way to the new clinic. Nervous, yes, but excited. We hadn't heard anything - an...

My official test day is today - and unsurprisingly, it's still a BFN. Another failed cycle, no miracles here. It's always crap to ...

I was really starting to think we had a shot, if I'm honest. The back aches continued, the appetite disappeared, and shadows started a...

Negative so far, even though I know I was silly for testing so early. The first days after the transfer, I felt absolutely nothing. I was ...

Only a few days into the TWW and I'm already going crazy. Nothing much to report right now... except I'm really fearful that this ha...

I knew the minute my phone rang that it was bad news. No news is good news with my clinic... a phone call is the opposite. The embryologis...

So this cycle has officially failed. I won't say I told you so.. but I knew from the minute we saw that embryo, that this wasn't goi...

Last night, a bunch of us went for a walk - my parents, Georgia in the stroller, and me.  It was pretty dark while we were out... but it w...

I was starting to get hopeful - some shadows on the cheapy pee sticks, and some phantom symptoms that I haven't had in a while; pre-eati...

My brain is a big old mess right now - so I'm resorting to bullet points to help me organise the chaos. This TWW is dragging, like th...

Today at lunchtime, we transferred one of our frosties. I wish I was more excited about today - I certainly was this morning! Excited a...