We. Are. Still. Pregnant. (And not in a good way)

Let me refresh your memory of the miscarriage from hell.

My beta levels were 9 on November 10th.
My beta levels were 22 on November 17th.
My beta levels were 25 on November 24th.

Still. Fucking. Pregnant.

Referral is coming for a scan to see whether/where there is retained products of conception (what a lovely term) and whether or not I'll need to do a D&C again, or if I will just be stuck in this endless monotony of waiting around.

I now officially hate everyone and everything and most especially my body, who is utterly useless.

A shitty end to a shitty year. :(

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Unknown said...

Lots of hugs xx

Kato Potato said...

Nooooooooooo. This sucks!!! :( Please 2017 be a lucky year! :(

Kato Potato said...

... or 2016. Forgetting what year we are coming on to!

thesaurus rex said...

i hate the world for you right now. i'm so so sorry.

Anonymous said...

Hi, Ally. I have been reading your blog since you were pregnant with Georgia. I was pregnant with my son by then, he was born May 2013. Me and my husband are also trying for baby number two. I come from two chemical pregnancies in a row, no periods in between (both miscarriages at 5 weeks). We are now running tests to see if there's any hidden conditions that led to those early losses. Waiting for results is driving me insane. It would be a lie if I told you I can relate to all fertility treatments you have been through, because I can get pregnant naturally, but for some reason things have gone wrong on the last two pregnancies. But, in this case, I can really relate to what you're going through. In my last miscarriage my levels were: 13dpo - 65, 15dpo - 84, 21dpo - 50... Started bleeding that same day, and 16 days later I still have a very faint positive pregnancy test. Anyways... Just felt like commenting so you know you're not alone and also to tell you that, for some reason, I just know we'll get our babies. 2016 will be our year and our babies will have their siblings! Much love, Carol.

Jess said...

I am so sorry. Everything crossed that this pregnancy goes away along with 2015 and 2016 turns out to be your year. Xo.

Katelin said...

Oh friend I am so sorry. xoxo

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