9dp5dt - negative

So this cycle has officially failed. I won't say I told you so.. but I knew from the minute we saw that embryo, that this wasn't going to work. You can say I was being negative, but honestly, I was trusting my gut.

I'm more disappointed than I thought I would be - especially after that inkling that it wasn't going to work. I guess we all secretly hope for a miracle, or to be one of 'those' stories you Google, about late positives turning into healthy babies. The never ending cycle of hope and disappointment.

So now comes the wait for the oestrogen & the progesterone to leave my system ... hoping that a period comes sooner rather than later - but with my body, who knows how long it could take?

It just makes me pretty sad that there will be no 2015 baby for us.

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Non Sequitur Chica said...

Oh lady I'm sorry. I hope that we both can say that we will have babies come in early 2016!

Mrs. Higrens said...

I'm sorry Aly. Stupid insidious hope gets us every time. May your body cooperate for a quick restart.

Unknown said...

I'm so sorry xxoo

Rebecca said...

Well that sucks! Hoping that next cycle brings you a chance for a happy beginning to a new year with a 2016 baby!

Mrs. Agony said...

I'm sorry to read this. I know the pain of a failed cycle. I'm hoping that 2016 is your year!

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