6dp3dt = BFN.
I still don't regret doing this pee stick experiment. Seeing one line is never a nice thing, but it's definitely getting a little easier to bear. I realised this morning that I was being a little selfish, that I was doing this for me, so that I would be ok with the event of a failed IVF cycle.
This morning, I sat down with Jase and told him my fears, that I had this horrible feeling we wouldn't be lucky this time time around. He was okay, just gave me a hug and a kiss on the forehead and told me not to give up hope.
I will keep plugging away. I won't give up hope. But I'll be ready for this massive disappointment, if it comes.
Sunday 6 May 2012
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completely understand your need to pee on sticks - people who don't have never struggled to get pregnant.
i also completely understand WHY you're peeing on sticks too. it's because you want to know but it's also because IF [and that's a big IF, the fat lady hasn't sung yet] it hasn't been successful, it won't come as a massive shock.
as i said the fat lady hasn't sung yet honey and i'm still keeping everything crossed that you're "one of those lucky women" who get knocked up on their first ivf, i truly am.
xxxxxx
Evil statistics ruling our worlds.....I like maths just not when it comes to my uterus. Good luck, not just for the pee sticks but for the emotional journey.
Thinking of you and hoping that it's too early... might be a late implanter. Know how you feel about POAS... completely understandable. Love to you always xo
I am still very hopeful for you. It's too early - but that you know. The anxiety during the two week wait is the worst! But you'll make it through. Take care and good luck!
Fingers still crossed for you!
I'm not feeling that optimistic either. This is so hard! : (
I hope we are both wrong.
**Hugs**
xox
Hi,
I stumbled here by accident but couldn't help myself from looking at a few posts. Congratulations on your pregnancy!! I'm a 2nd time gestational surrogate and presently at 6dp3dt.. I hope to get a positive pregnancy test soon!!! Good luck :)
http://lifeasaluce.blogspot.ca/
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