Unusually Emo

I have absolutely nothing of importance to say today.

Nothing.
Nada.
Zilch.
Didly-squat.

Except for a little bit of news;

Positive: I probably have a job next year.
Negative: I am terrified because I will be split in a million different ways and I'll be completely out of my comfort zone.

Positive: I'll learn a shitload from different teachers.
Negative: I'm worried about having three times the workload that I have now, and being an annoyance to the teachers I'll be working with.

Positive: I will get to work with classes in all different schooling years.
Negative: I won't have my own classroom, or a "home" place for me to leave all my crap.

Positive: I get to stay at the school I'm comfortable with, and NOT have to do casual work (bonus!)
Negative: I'm a paranoid freak.

So I'm happy, yes. But also worrying, because apparently, that's what I do best. And why am I feeling so emotional about everything? What the hell is wrong with me?

I'm also dying under the crapload of things I have to do by the end of the school year.

There are only 28 working days left. That's it! 28 days!

And while that is really awesome because (say it with me now) HOLIDAYS, it's also scary because I have so. much. to. do.

This trip to New Zealand couldn't come any faster!

14 days; 16 to go!


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2 comments:

Ngaire said...

Congrats on the new position! It is the biggest sigh of relief when you know what your job is going to be next year when you are a teacher.

Belinda Howlett said...

Dont worry babe!!! I've got ya back!!!!!! I am likely to quit by May anyway and the class will be yours!!!
SEE YOU tomorrow





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